Monday
Dec072009
One Year......
Monday, December 7, 2009 at 12:35PM Courtney Last week I took a break.......my mind needed to rest.
I could still use more rest but the one thing I have learned in the last year is to endure.
One year ago we had completed a memorial fo Ashlyn and started the journey of being parents who had lost a child.
One year ago I wanted to get pregnant as soon as possible.
One year ago I gave up thinking about five year plans.
One year later we made it through.
One year later we are pregnant and excited for our third little girl.
One year later my views on many things have changed.
One year later we live on, we endure each day as they come. We change.
One year later we still miss you Ashlyn and you will forver, everday live in our hearts.
Reader Comments (4)
(((HUGS))) It's absolutely amazing to me how much we as mothers who have lost a baby change. Our outlooks on everything change.
I am so sorry to hear about precious Ashlyn.... but maybe her and my Mya are happily playing together in heaven. I lost my baby girl Mya on 9/5/06.
I was the same as you in wanting to be pregnant immediately afterwards. In fact, I did get pregnant right away. I call my little Ella my rainbow baby.... my joy after the storm. I'm glad I found your blog! I'm gonna stumble it so I can come back frequently!!
This must be such a hard time for you, Courtney. With every post your strength just continues to amaze me. Big hugs to you today, and through each step of your journey to come.
Your strength and determination are an inspiration to all mothers.
Hugs to you.
Remembering all our children who left too soon.